Hello friends,
Over the last year I have been really wrestling over whether or not to stay longer with 20schemes after my two-year internship here in Merkinch ends. It’s been a lot to consider, and I’ve been seeking counsel and just crying out to God for direction and clarity. James 1:5 has been a comfort through this whole decision process: “If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him.”
And God has truly answered our prayers for wisdom and direction…He has given generously without reproach. After seeking the Lord and receiving counsel from faithful people, I’ve decided to return to the States after my internship ends instead of applying to stay long-term with 20schemes. I know this may come as a surprise to some of you; it’s even been a bit of a surprise to myself. But what continues to affect me is the deep conviction of it all. Without a doubt I know this is God’s guidance…He has surely answered our prayers for help and wisdom.
And so now begins a bittersweet season of transition… With 20schemes’ blessing, I leave Scotland at the end of August. I am filled with great thankfulness for the last two years. I am filled with great joy and an excitement for what is next. And I also lament that the time here with the people of Merkinch is soon coming to an end. Joy and sorrow…I’m learning that this seems to be the rhythm of life. Until the New Creation.
Could you pray for me as I begin this transition? This is a lot. It’s already been a rollercoaster of emotions as I tell people here in Merkinch and 20schemes about my decision while also expectantly looking forward to what God is calling me to next. I thank God for the great peace of knowing that, even though the future is unknown to me and these next two months are full of great change, the Lord hems me in behind and before and lays His hand upon me.
Could you pray, too, for the people in our community that I have formed relationships with over the last two years? It will be hard to leave them. I will miss them. But I know that the love that I have for them is God’s love…He gave me that love. He loves them the most. He sees them. And so I rest in knowing that they are in His hands. And that I am, too.
Grateful for you and for your earnest prayers. I will keep you posted on how you can be praying for me and the ministry here in the weeks ahead. May we all “walk in the fear of the Lord and the comfort of the Holy Spirit” this next week (Acts 9:31).
Grace & Peace,
Claire
Claire in Scotland 